confusion .8:42 PM
Friday, August 10, 2007
today was super duper bored day for me.
im just confused bout yesterday.
meet up hidayat,his friend,amirah and shafika
at kallang together with adik today.
went for the interview.
and my heart was 50/50.
but with amirah's pleading,i made my way there.
and i will be starting my work at 11am tmrw,at jurong west.
OMG! it was soo far.
begged daddy to sent me there tmrw. and he agreed. thanks!
im at home. i felt soo lonely.
all my close-friends were soo quiet.
non of them even contacted me.
why whenever i need them,there's no one.
but when im not in need,they were there after me.
im stucked. im confused. my brain just cant work properly.
i think too much of him. i missed him soo much.
ALFATAHi just cant stop thinking of you.
i think ive regretted for leaving you.
but i think its the best.
everytime when i remember of you,im in tears,but boy its useless.
there's no point of me crying when you cant change.
boy,i wish to see you in school on monday..
please .
i wish,tmrw is MONDAY.
kawan-kawan, i need help!
:(
