UNDER DPRESSED.10:29 PM
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
depressed. depression sucks big time!
how i wish if i could make time move faster so that i can get out from this school as soon as possible. entering to either ite or poly doesnt really matter cos im getting bored with the same people in this school
(not the girls).
wouldnt it be nice if i could make more new friends outside there and erase all my problems/suffers/bad memories in this school and enjoying mooore rather than sitting in this dark life with looots of problems running around my mind.
but if i can make it to sec5,i would like to sit fo my O'level too,cos its my wish since 2005. but i just cant tolerate with those upcomming surroundings now. so i must bear with it. bringing heavy textbooks are not new to me,but im trying to be more focused and put more attention in class soo that if i were happen to fail my exams,i still have my good conducts with me wherever i go. even to ite's.
sometimes,when i looked at those ite teenagers,i felt happy fo them. cos they are living in a happy life with friendly friends surround them. more outings with mates and less problems in them. wouldnt it be nice if i were one of them. oh godd.
no matter what,
i still cherish my girlfriends cos they were always there fo me.
unlike the boys who are being more sentive then the girls. BOO THEM!Labels: sad sad sad.
