The fear and risk of having relationship talks.10:10 PM
Friday, April 22, 2011

Yesterday & today doesnt seems to be a great day fo me. Basically about understanding each other's feelings. I know, and i believe ive made alot of 'heart crashes' to some of my guy friends feelings. Its not that i wanne play with your heart. Its just that i cant find the answer yet, even i dont understand my own feelings sometimes. I really sucks at relationship matters. I do, very much. I know i have to pick one, one day. But as fo now, im just not ready fo any relationships yet. I dont mind if you guys wanne walk away from me, i cant force any of you. I know im not being fair fo each of you. But im so sorry, i really cant decide fo anything yet. I just dont feel like commit to anyone yet. Sorry boys.
I feel so down. Very down.

"need indeed"