Sweetest guy.12:06 AM
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
Its been a long time & I think its time fo me to tidy up my dusty blog.

Well, lemme share something with you guys. This guy here, his name is Khairil Amri. We met thru facebook (Yeaa, I know its kinda weird but you see, everything revolves with cyber in this 21st Century. Hehe) So yea. The first time I saw his profile is when I received an inbox message from him in facebook. He asked me if I could add him there cause he tried adding me alot of time but all he received was a spamming notification. So eventually, I replied to his inbox and added him. Seriously, I have no idea why did I even listen to him and add him up cause all this while ive never add random strangers I dont know. So he was just so lucky that I actually added him (2 days later) after I replied his inbox. As usual, I was busy with dance and eventually im gonne be performing fo school event in a week time so all I can do was just chat with him online and phone call at night. So it was only a week of knowing each other then suddenly.. the night when im having my performance in school, I received his text saying that he's also on his way to the same school to attend to the same event with his friends. Hell yea, who wont feel panic when you heard that your 'contact' is gonne be at the same place as you. And somemore, you guys never met before. Feel me? Haha.
So at that moment, when he texted me, telling me that he's already there, I swear I was fucking scared. Not nervous, but scared. Dont ask me why, cause I dont know myself. Eventually I saw him first. So I approached him and said Hi. Yes, the situation was so pathetic at that moment. Really. Really. So I just have to act normal, so I told him, Im going back to where my friends is, and we'll meet later after the event. So after the event, we meet. Okay lets fast forward a lil. Then we settled down at this dome and had some chats. Surprisingly, he confessed to me again like how he normally did on the phone which I tot that he wont cause maybe he was shy. So he did confessed. Again, the same thing he told me before. And something miracle did happened. Me, a girl who actually wont accept guys that easily, did accept him during the confess. And at that moment, its alr 12am, 14 May, my 19th birthday. No, i din accept him just because I find its cool that it happened to be my birthday. I accepted him because i can feel his sincerity. Yes i know. We only know each other fo a while & i even got the guts to actually accept a stranger just like that. Maybe god really wants me to have my relationship with me this way. Knowing each other more deeper while in a relationship, how strange can that be.
But everything happen fo a reason. Maybe this is weird, and maybe he's the perfect partner fo me? I have the feelings that he is. I really do. Yesterday was 14 June, which marks our 1 month. Yes, i know it still early, but no, im just telling that look at where we're standing now. We're still happily together. Still having trusts on each other. Even if we're only a month together now, he did alot of sacrifices fo me. He's not stingy. He's very lovely. He's the sweetest guy i ever had. He never stop confessing to me everyday. I swear, I never had a love like this before. Nothing from any of the guys ive known, before. We did have alot of common things together. Really, alot. Theres no reason why I could actually leave him one day, cause fo what i know, im really in love with him. I really do. No this is not puppy love, but i really do have the feelings that hes the perfect one fo me. I really love my boyfriend alot.
I love you Khairil Amri, my handsome boyfriend. Labels: love.